29/11/08 教會日

團契佈道會，得5 個新朋友，講者是院牧（醫院的牧師），
分享一個中年初次懷孕（後來不幸小產）的故事，極悲哀，聽到眼濕濕。

詩 139:13 我的肺腑是你所造的；我在母腹中，你已覆庇我。 詩 139:14 我要稱謝你，因我受造，奇妙可畏；你的作為奇妙，這是我心深知道的。 詩 139:15 我在暗中受造，在地的深處被聯絡；那時，我的形體並不向你隱藏。 詩 139:16 我未成形的體質，你的眼早已看見了；你所定的日子，我尚未度一日（或作：我被造的肢體尚未有其一），你都寫在你的冊上了。
我的生命、身體是神一手創造，當我在媽媽肚中成長時， 天父看著我，並與我連繫在一起，我的身心祂都知道， 就算我未在按定的日子出生到世間，天父已把我的名字記在祂的生命冊上。 所有生命在神眼中都是寶貴和獨一，祂看顧所有被祂造的生命。

晚飯後去了colormix 找落妝棉，終於返貨了，
掃了三包，再加一支herbacin wuta kamille hand cream ($57/100ml)（記得vivi 介紹過），
cotton pad 用恆生卡有95 折，$12 已經很便宜啦，還要折！？
hand cream 買2 支8折，與黃同學 share 一人一支（她本來只想買cotton pad，不過她買來孝順媽媽，不算亂花錢啦），
這支質地較厚&油，好像有層膜包著雙手，味道淡淡的，不刺鼻，
我雙手是會乾到嚴重'爆拆' & 流血，皮膚又敏感，
所以見到同病相憐的人試過好用的產品，便記住，以備不時之需~

28/11/08--happy fiday

我的壓力源頭放假，真正的happy friday~~
果真，她不在我就沒有做錯，她不是衰人，只是經常催/ 監督我，
雖然沒做虧心事，卻非常精神緊張，救命！

放工等洪同學過來逛街，在渣甸坊碰見 jacqueline耶，真巧！
哎唷，現在個個都知道我迷上絲襪（我不是變態佬啊！），
今季已買了8 對啦，我還是想買囉，
彩藍色、lace、白色、深紫色、pattern...
又為了逛街食快飯，這個蝦堡嘛，實物跟照片不一樣，
明明是吉列蝦堡加原隻蝦，買的卻沒有原隻蝦，
味道還不錯，炸粉少，蝦堡美味，本身喜歡吃蝦，加上它的醬（千島醬？）跟蝦堡滿搭配。
逛下逛下，又去吃瘋薯，這次點了酸紀廉 + 紫菜粉（像shake shake 薯條，紫菜粉mix 薯條），好味，share 食都好飽，今晚爆quota，要不停逛街消化啊。
終於在東角買下看中已久的短boots，
我已經探望這 boots 4 次，想買的程度只有 7個心（滿分10個），
但辛苦工作後，很想shopping 減壓，就豁出去了。

洪同學好慘啊，9個小時後，又回來這裡上班，累透啦..
想起小時候的我：
生長於無飯家庭，經常跟爸媽外出吃飯，吃到很晚時，就憧憬能在港九新界買樓，
吃飯後，便不用乘長途車回家，喜歡吃到多晚也沒關係，多自由啊~~
但我睡不慣「生保床」，怎麼辦？
於是我想到，找人幫我帶枕頭、床鋪（incl 床單、床褥、被單、被褥）、睡衣、牙刷和高露潔牙膏到我當晚下塌的房子。

小時候就是有這種傻勁和愛幻想嘛，換來洪同學一句「你都癡線架」...........=.="

返工的體會

返工會讓我有規律的生活，早睡早起，睡不飽，但精神會比較爽利。
而five-day work and no OT 是一定的。

可是我卻知道自己太依賴工作，如果沒有工作，人很容易失去焦點和頹，
無收入，又無事可做，悶爆。

減價潮

一浪浪的滅價潮沖擊金融海潚，
開倉店比比皆是，IT、各式top brands (Chole, Dior..)、Skincare & comestic...
top brands 的打折後也是很貴（對現在的我來說），所以知道也罷；
至於IT，也很懷疑裡面是垃圾/ 超舊款/ 折完還很貴，加上第一日去超多人，綜合親身去過的人的意見，大多無收獲，也放棄了；
Skincare & comestic private sale今日lunch去（收6pm，食快飯後衝去），要拿籌，而且是 3pm 的籌！拜託，要返工！即入同一部 lift 走。
In conclusion，一點也不能從開倉中得益，最近抵買的新貨只有DHC 的卸妝油，$108（$199/2)，萬寧買（！？不是專門店耶）

最近工作壓力大，無錯，連我也有stressful 的時候，
部份是返工很少談天的機會，有苦/ 樂無路訴，
部份是自己問題，簡單的事都做錯，看不起自己，一直小心奕奕，精神太繃緊，昨晚發夢返工，做錯白天錯的事，日又返工，夜又返工，有無OT啊？而且第六感告訴我，大家一定互相投訴我，那種背後的gossip，令我想嘔（真的，我有幾次有反胃的感覺）；
其餘是上司問題，一做錯，面色難看，小人已經非常自責，請不要雪上加霜。

逛街 shopping 是最好的消壓良方，奈何.......................錢又不多...........................開倉又很遜.........................

愛自己多一點

「愛自己多一點」是兩蚊今日跟我說的，
自問非常自私、自我中心的我，既然忘記要顧慮自己多一點，
一直為公司祈禱，求主在金融海潚下公司多一點生意，
結果天父聽禱告，公司很多生意，這兩星期忙到震，
誰知.................................公司有公司興盛，與我無關。
我居然忘了為自己的工作祈禱，
12月看來要找工了..
請大家為我守望。

Recent life

This two weeks are super busy. As u can see that I rarely update my blog. I got lots of things/ thought/ events need to write down.

10/11/08

Graduation photo-part 1

I was frustrated and nearly want to die. Because I did the same things wrong again. It’s a minor mistake. How could I do it wrong?? I am stupid, foolish, low b, shit, no brain, useless, rubbish…………………………….

But I can’t let my colleagues know. I had to pretend that I’m full of energy and willing to amend the mistakes. Seem that I won’t be affected by it. However, inside my mind, the world became black and white. I had no motivation to move on.

During work, I msn it with my favorite msn-mate--------spongy. Ths for his listening and encouragement.

After work, I phoned my baby-------- man man. Man man did understand my situation and feeling. Perhaps she experienced similar situation previously. And she really comforted me. Ths. What I need was to forgive myself and remind me not do this wrong again.Because I had other choices.

13/11/08

Take graduation photos with brothers and sisters. As I said before, all graduates (except chan ying kit and tsang chi chui) were available that night. I knew it’s tired and difficult to take photos at night. But I just can’t miss this opportunity. So ths so much to u guys and spongy to take photos for us. (photos are blurred as copied from facebook)

14/11/08

sogo thankful week started!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I went at the first day. Wawawa, full of people on every floor. The quene at supermarket was too long. So I gave up and moved to shose area. haha, bought a pair of new shose~~

My mum's comment: why buy these low-heel shose?? It's not elegant to wear them and looks cheap.

Me:..............................................( my feet will be injured if I wear a 2.5inches hi-heels for the whole day)jelly beams (made in japan) 30%off (after discount was about $480)

15/11/08

church day

After church, Miguel and I had dinner at Fanling. We ate lots of sushi and extremely full. During the dinner, I suddenly discovered I left my donuts in church. So we waited someone in Taipo to bring them to us. It’s a cold night. We wait in McDonald til 12pm!! Ppl around us were all teenagers.When I was very young, I used to go out with friend at midnight like them... but now, even I'm just 20sth, it's too exhausted for me...

We exchanged our nail polish. Since we had nothing to do in McDonald, we started to play nail polish~~(haha, I just follow what Eason sang' ....come down to mad tonight..')

donuts arrived!!! let's go home la~

16/11/08
graduation photo -part 2
with my old friends
ths u gals, love to be friends with u for these years. So much memories to take graduation photos because all of us had done that at our F.5 graduation. We are still friends after these years. What a precious friendship.

thank your for all the flowers and doll(from Rebecca)

ok, the above pics were so peaceful. but the following were re-demonstrating our funny pose in the old days.

............omg, hope u guys won't kill me la

18/11/08

wowowoo~~ two dollars and I attended our first lesson of jazz class(mid-level). After >1 year working, we thought it’s time to upgrade ourselves and we wished to dance in a better environment. Cuz the present studio was too crowded.

well, the present class had fewer students and we can have more space to dance~ our new classmates were quiet nice~

21/11/08

Graduation Day

After numerous graduation photos, my Graduation Day came indeed. I woke up at 6:30 am( so early!) to dress up and had a little make-up. For me, I didn't have any recognition as an university graduate. Because I don't qualify myself as an degree holder. As I arrived, I saw my mother, father and grandparents. Jesus, my grandparents did came here!! And there's a huge bouquet in my father's hands. My grandmother hugged me and said she's so pleased and full of tears in her eyes. omg. What's going on. So embarrassing of hearing this and could anyone save me to escape from here??

ths god. Polly on the other side called me!! I just ran as fast as possible. After quick change the gown and hat, we sat in the ceremony. Nothing to say about it. Graduates went up, take a bow and went down. Then I just 放空 most of the time.

We ( the three generations of my family) took photos( took photos again!!! I think I don't want to smile in front of the camera in the following days)

I had lunch with my classmates and took photos in Hong Kong Park (again, endless photo shooting. fine, it's graduation and I paid the rent of the gown and I had a extraordinary bouquet)

I planned to go to IT sale with Miguel after photo shooting( u see, I was powerful to go through all this events in my hi-heels)
Once we got there, the queue started from G/F-->14/F--> G/F. The security guide said it needed 1 hr to get in. We decided to give up and moved to Sogo. This milk pudding was delicious. It's creamy and smooth.
We both saw our favouite boots in 東角. nice~~of course, we'd better to think twice before buying now~ so we didn't buy them yet.
As I can't bear the burning pain of my feet, miguel changed her shose for me. THS!! So we can keep walking around.

When I got home, a Donald Duck was sitting in my room!! wowowoo~~ another present.
Surely I am so happy to get so many presents, I can't help but wonder is graduation such a big thing that deserve so many presents?
This is another BIG present from my grandparents!!

半天假

全公司去team building camp，兩日一夜，下午公司無人，我就放早啦，12點放工有甚麼做呢？當然是周圍逛逛囉~~
body shop body butter又到了一年一度的減價，$75，冬天乾燥必備，即買！
第一次買的芒果味，我要用for very dry skin，所以選擇只有mango, basil nut, cocoa。
sogo 9樓有underwear 特賣場，連 Calvin Klein 都有！$100/ bra, 平時買1個的價錢可以買3個加1條 under，無理由袖手旁觀嘛。旁邊有襪賣，嘩嘩嘩，日本製的絲襪 & 長襪只售 $45，再有8 折，折實$36，拜託，花園街都要$25-30啦，付多幾塊可以買質素優那麼多的，而且日本製喔。
普通的襪夾是銀色的，這個頗特別耶。
護髮素用完，試新野，kose 納米護髮素。
銀根不太充裕，去出口店尋寶~~
kawaii 呢~~可以當one-piece/ 長版衫

上面的珠片有5元硬幣大，也有一點暗花

畢業大合照召集

我一定要讚讚自己先，我約齊教會中所有畢業生拍照！！
包括jessica、jacky、肥蘇、阿翁、敏敏、吳家俊、詹婷婷和我，
也感謝神，感謝你們抽出時間！啜~
大家不要以為只有我們，你們也要來啊，所有畢業生的弟兄姊妹，跟我們一要分享畢業的喜悅（？）和留下美好的回憶吧！

日期：13/11/2008
時間：8pm @富善7-11
拍攝地點：海濱公園
攝影師：海綿
備註：自備相關架生拍攝，e.g.袍、帽...

由於夜晚關係，現徵求相機機頂閃光燈！

近況

i bought a book to celebrate my first salary after graduation-- can you keep A secret?
2/11/2008

I was so expected to ride bicycle on the last Sunday or go (window) shopping. At last, none of them happened. I bring wing ze gung comic to Rebecca’s home and 家姐 teach her AI.

1/11/2008
開心事
恭喜恭喜恭喜你/ 妳，hey!!~
相信兩位現在極之甜蜜蜜啦，大家知道都high 翻天，
我都替你們高興！
今次終於有第一手真相，爽翻天囉，呵呵！
p.s. 靖靖，jacky，我可以讓你們捉住東東的手和腳慶祝跳舞。

又中又英，因為英文在公司打的，中文是回家用九方打。