Every move I make, Flying free, Take these wings

'Every move I make' 和'Flying Free'近來不停聽，不少也反映到近來的心情
星期五做了人生第一次做的事，好爆的決定！
不過未知能否成功，但我已把握這機會，也想不到自己如此ambitous！是否適合我，讓神決定吧！


爸爸的一隻手感到無力，應該是退化，頸椎傾向一邊，壓住神經線，甚至影響到工作，好麻煩...
有預感經濟上會出現壓力，我還有好多事想做想試，只是，一切已不由得我，好煩.....
人生的痛苦的事會越來越多，年紀漸大，很多必經的事會發生，生老病死，仍自然規律，心智未成熟到可以處之泰然的我，可怎樣做？
生活上太多負擔和憂心，我現在只感到束縛。就算要放棄自由，亦無可能不理家人， 好重的無奈和無力感...
甚麼時候才能由心發出「For now I know what I can be. And now my heart is flying free」
 
喜歡'Flying free' 中的長笛伴奏，如果學長笛，一定會學這首

Flying Free
There is a place I call my own
Where I can stand by the sea.
And look beyond the things I've known
And dream that I might be free
Like the bird above the trees
Gliding gently on the breeze,
I wish that all my life
I'd be without a care, and flying free!
But life is not a distant sky
Without a cloud, without rain.
And I can never hope that
I can travel on without pain.
Time goes swiftly on its way.
All too soon we've lost today.
I cannot wait for skies of blue
Or dream so long that life is through.
So life's a song that I must sing,
A gift of love I must share.
And when I see the joy it brings,
My spirits soar through the air.
Like that bird up in the sky
Life has taught me how to fly.
For now I know what I can be
And now my heart is flying free!

聽著聽著，想起以前choir 唱的'Take these wings'，F.1/F.2時在畢業禮獻唱給畢業生
 

I found a sparrow lying on the ground,
Her life I knew would soon be at the end.
I knelt before her as she made a sound,
And listen as she said, My friend~

Take these wings, and learn to fly,
To the highest mountain in the sky,
Take these eyes, and learn to sing,
All the things so dear to me,
Take this song, and learn to sing,
Fill your voice with all the joys of Spring,
Take this heart, and set it free,
Let it fly, beyond the sea.

I found another sparrow lying on the ground,
A tiny bird whose life had just begun,
I picked him and held him in my hand,
I smiled at him and said, my son~

Take these wings, and learn to fly,
To the highest mountain in the sky,
Take these eyes, and learn to sing,
All the things so dear to me,
Take this song, and learn to sing,
Fill your voice with all the joys of Spring,
Take this heart, and set it free,
Let it fly, beyond the sea.